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[Nov. 12th, 2009|12:16 am] |
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im moving back to blogger. im rather pissed off that livejournal is crazy. plus blogger can upload unlimited photographs. :D |
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[Nov. 9th, 2009|12:15 am] |
hey people. i've got 2 more papers left. i should be looking forward shouldnt i? :/ i dont know man...
chinese paper is on tuesday. i've not done anything since friday's extra lesson. i just dont want to repeat what i did in mid year, studying like mad for chinese and ending up getting a D7. but if i dont, i might get a D7. my goodness. whatever it is, i'll just do my best la huh..the rest i lift it up to God. He'll make me passssss well.
so fast, O lvls are gonna be over. So quickly a new year is coming. all humans do is complain complain. human nature, lets get use to that. im really gonna miss the period of time before O lvls. all those class outings, events, trips, memories, words, actions, games, love, songs, embarrassing times, food, drink, places, books, seats, tables, people, teachers, stairs, water cooler, tears, laughters, anger, jealousy, misunderstandings, bullies, school lift, jumping of the stage and almost died, camps, rope obstacles, feelings, outrages toilet makeover, sold out sanitary machine, jumping over the foot pond, singing the anthem, repeating them, scoldings from teachers, uniforms, gym moments, canteen fights, pe lessons, art lessons, getting to know your friends better, teamspirit, family feel with your classmates so valuable... so much! all those in 4 years of secondary school life. plus drama. :P
i treasure the invention of cameras. every event captured in still moment. if i will be really really rich, i'll print every single photograph out and make a timeline out of it. next time in my future house, a wall will be specailly dedicated to this timeline. how awesome is that?! there'll be like a million photographs to compose onto the wall by the time i get my own house! haha! :P
im just typing on and on killing time away while i should be doing chinese and just waiting for flashforward. (i missed the episode last week cos i was studying and i totally forgot!) |
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| Coincidences |
[Nov. 1st, 2009|07:56 pm] |
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The creepy thing that coincidentally occured today was the message on Dreams preached by pst kong. firstly, english compre passage was about dreams. secondly, surfing on youtube led me to an inspiring video by kandee about dreams. thirdly, the word picked me up today. dreams. dreams. dreams.
i heard, "no matter what i get for O lvls, there is a reason to be somewhere, where i am suppose to be." .
of course i'll still so my best. not that i'll do horrible for O lvls. i just know that i'll be safe where i will be. i dont know if 'safe' is the correct degree of word to use. but yeah, it fits. i dont know whats ahead. but im assured it will not be that bad afterall. it may be really horrible from how every shallow human views it. or it may be such a miracle that blinds everyone with the brightness. i really dont know. i reallllly dont knowwwww.
i just want to feel that dejavu feeling i felt in formula1 like, this was meant to be, i was suppose to be at that instant at that place, doing the thing and feeling assured. almost like a checkpoint in life. like the amazing race. really. knowing that you are on the right path. doing the right thing.
k, maybe im a little too complex. but its okay, you dont have to understand. i just want to type these down to remind myself. that everything will be okay. |
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